baby, im heartbroken...

~Exam Week~ -_-" duhh

1st Day (20-05-09)
Ari nie peksa BM 2 n BM 1...
paper 2 oke la...bhg B n D leceh sket..
paper 1 lak confuse giler arh...
pesal arh cekgu nie wat ssh2??

2nd Day (21-05-09)
Ari nie lak peksa A/M n sivik..
hurm...agama tu oke la jgak wlaupown x abez bce spenuhnye...
sivik lak...huisshh..!
men bntai jer yg subjektif tuh..
ssh doe...ish3...

3rd Day (22-05-09)
Ari nie peksa BI 2, BI 1 n Sjrh..
haisshhh! bab sjrh yg lmh smangt nie..da la x abez study lg..
BI 2 tu oke jer laa..BI 1 sng jer..
sjrh tu kinda confusing sket..
tu larr spew sruh x bce bku??
tgk da susa...

4th Day (25-05-09)
Peksa M3 2 n 1..
m3 2 damn ssah larr...!!
haissh tp paper 1 sng mybe sbb leh pkai calculator kott..

5th Day (26-05-09)
Ari ni lak Science 2 n 1..
paper 2 by Cik Jasmina..nak kte sng tu, oke2 jer larr...
xla ssah sngt pown...
paper 1 by Pn Faziah pown alhamdulillah bgus2 jerh..

6th Day (27-05-09)
Ari ni peksa Seni 1, PJK, n Geo.
seni tu oke lorh..pj tu ssah giler arr...
geo oke kowt...

7th Day (28-05-09)
disebabkan aku dok sebok mnyiapkan NIE, aku xde mse nk bce bku.
ouh gosh! ari ni exam seni 2 n khb.
nsb bek both sng!

dirinya....

aku bncy die...
sbb ape? sbb die buat aku syg die...
aku bncy die...
sbb ape??sbb die buat aku x leh lpekan die..

bile aku di sisi die, aku suke tgk die happy...
sbb aku dpt rse ke-happy-an die tu..

aku x suke tgk die sedey...
sbb aku dpt rse kesedihan die tu...ish3...

tp bile die tnggalkan aku,

aku x suke tgk die happy...
sbb da ade org len yg mrasai kebhagiaan die...
dan org tu da smestinya bkn aku..
aku jgak sukar utk mrasainya dri jauh..
hnya mmpu trsnyum hmbr dan mndoakan yg trbaik utk drinya...

aku jgak x suke tgk die sedey...
sbb x de org yg nk pjuk die..cian die...
tp aku gile2 dpt mrasai ksedhn die...
pompuan tu lak bkn nk pjuk...

yg plg aku kesal bile aku hnya mmpu mmndng dgn segenang air mata n segaris snyuman pahit...
hnya mmpu melihat, x mmpu mnolong pabila die prlukan ssorg...
so sad...!!!

~gedik gurlz~

there's sumone in my school who is so damn gedik...!
and she's so perasan lawa...
klau lawa tu x pe ar gak...

aku pown x tau asal aku anti gile ngan die...
sejak primary skul lg..
but last year kite die ade ajak aku ckp dgn die...
psl....aderlarh..!

care die ckp tu mmg soft giler ar...sopan jerwh...
pd wktu tu, aku mula tukar persepsi aku pd die...
die x la segedik yg aku sngka...

tp lps die dera mental aku hmpir more than a week, persepsi aku pd die berubah lg...
die bkn setakat gedik, malah kejam giler...!
penderaan ape...itu rahsie..!
prkara nie brlaku dlm thn lps jgak larh..

then aritu, aku trserempak dgn die kt kedai...
OMG...! pls help me...!
memule tu aku x nmpk die..
die yg tegur aku...pretty shocking jgak doe..
then aku senyum jer la..huhu

then again, persepsi aku brtukar lg...
she's not as bad as i think...maybe...
die okay kowt...sbb die tegur aku...
klau die bncy aku, die xkan tegur btl x??

tp kat skola, again, my persepsion towards her changed...
gedik ya amat doe...
muke die da la innocent...klau btl2 innocent x pe gak...
n as if die cube thn drpd mnjadi diri die sndiri...
mcm ketawa, snyum...n bla bla...
n she's pretty annoying too...

tp die nie...slightly cute la...
lg cute klau die snyum...
cube klau die ketawa...msti seri muke die naik...

anyway, aku bncy die pnye innocent look, gedik, prasan lawa n sikap die...
dh gedik tu gedik jgak...
ade sowg lg my fren yg anti die jgak...
die la yg bgi nme 'gedik gurl' tu..
huhu...nice name lorh...

her bff, lg gedik ya amat tau...
one day, my fren pegi shopping mall, jumpe kwn bdk innocent nih...
da la bdn besar, pkai bju bkn men fit lg..
ish3...msti mcm sarung nangka...wawawa...

teruk3...then sbb tu la kitorg gelar dorg brdua 'gedik gurlz'...
kan sedap name tu...
huhu...

i am what i am

im not perfect...

i dun have a perfect lurve story..
my lurve story always end up with tragic...*sob sob*

i dun have a perfect family too...
im always arguing with my siblings n make me feel down...

in school, my friends always making fun of me...
when i say, "its not funny...!"
and then they started to giggle around n continue their laughing...
i dunno what is so very damn funny...

i dun have a perfect score 4 my test...
i dun get straight A's like one genius in my class...
huh what a pathetic life...

but sometimes, im thinking...

eventhough i dun hav a perfect lurve story, i still believe that there's someone who lurves me out there...

eventhough i dun hav a perfect family, i should be grateful that i hav a luving mother n father...i still hav a sibling to play with...
what about someone out there who doesnt hav a family??

eventhough my friends always making fun of me, they always come n coax me...n say sorry to me...i should be thankful for that...
how about they who dun hav a friend??

eventhough i cant get straight A's, i should be very grateful that i get a lil bit A's than nothing right??n im never failed in my test...
how about those who failed??

n lastly, eventhough i dun hav a perfect life, i should really thankful that i hav a life to live...
eventhough its not that perfect, i lurve it very much bcoz i know that no one has a perfect life ever..! is it true??
so take ur time n think about it..
im sure u can get what im trying to say here...^_~






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remember, u are what u are...!
-u'll never walk alone.....

~f0rGeT hiM...!!!~

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you awake...
Are you calling out my name?

Forget him,
Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss,
His warm embrace
Forget the love you once knew,
Remember he has someone new
Forget him when they played your song,
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you two were,
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memorized his walk,
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say,
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the dimples in his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he's with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved it's past
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember that he's gone forever...

It's only me missing you...
I love you...


p/s Aku x taw...first time aku bce bnde alah nie, aku mnangis...
ianya mmg spt kisah hdupku...
but dun worry...i'll try to forget u...
eventhough its very hard...

i misz sumone...!

I don't know what's the ending for our relationship..
maybe we are not meant to be together kot..
ntah la...

he is absolutely very caring and extremely sweet okayy..!
but I don't know why I have the heart of breaking his heart...
pity him..but..what to do..?
let bygones be bygones...

he is kind and sweet..
eventhough he annoys me sometimes..
but it is really nice to talk with him..
eventhough he likes getting into my nerves,
but that's fine with me...
it has been a long time since I last met him..
about 2 years..
actually going to be 2 years this Nov 28.
and the most unbelieveable thing is, we only met for 2 days! :O

haissh! I miss him!
I don't know what he's doing now..
maybe he has forgotten me kot..
to bad lahh :(

that's okay, but there's one wish,,
I hope to see him again..
miss him damnly much dear!






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