Saturday, August 29, 2009

I'm Just Not Ready Yet...

I'm so sorry for avoiding you the day before yesterday (Thursday 27.8.09)
It's not that I hate you, it's not that I dislike you,
It's just I'm not ready for all this.

It's pretty shocking meeting you at Aeon.
So I'm really sorry if I was too obvious for avoiding you..
I'm just too embarrassed...

I noticed. I noticed the way you're looking at me with that warm smile, the smile that once make me melted.
I know, I know that meaning behind that warm-soft smile. You still have a crush on me is it?
Please... I do like you... But that was before..
Now, my feeling for you has gone with the wind...
I need you to understand me...
I know this might hurt you badly... but this is my true feelings.. That you should know...

I know.. eventhough I say sorry thousands of times, your heart, your feeling, still hurting..
Yeah I admit that I am absolutely very cruel. As cruel as Cruella de Vil, but I can't do nothing..
I don't think I have that feelings towards you anymore..

Sorry! :(
If only you could know my true feelings....

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

award for the followers :)

1 . ambik award ini :

*dari FarahEliessa

2 . Nyatakn ttg diri pemberi award meyh :

* .Farah baik :))

3 . Prasaan ble dpat award nie :

* ??unidentified..?

4 . Tag skurg2nye 5 Org :

* breena
* kak amalina
* syaz vs yana
* shasyaa
* azim88

utk follower yg len, klu korang nak, amik jek.
sgt dialu-alukan.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

sometimes I just don't get it

i need someone to cheer me up
i need someone for me to rely on
i need someone's shoulder for me to cry
i need someone for me to tease
i need someone for me to love
i need you

sometimes i just don't get it. why i felt this way when i'm the one who dumped you?
i just don't get it.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

ily scho0l :))

School,, hurm everybody hates school,,
when I say school, you'll be imagining scary teachers, best friend forever, the boring History, prefect yang really takk perfect, classes, president and vice, librarians, P.E :)), some say love, disciplinary, school uniforms, school books and many more,,

But what do you really think about school?
as for me, student in MGS aka Malaysian Golden School is really proud to be MGS-ian.
Why? Just shut up and read :))

I was schooled at MGS at the age of 7 (standard 1). Met my best friend forever also at the age of 7.
Met a lovely mother-figure teacher also when I was 7. Learn to love my friends as time goes by..
A Junior Prefect at the age of 9. Fought with best friend also at the age of 9.
Lose my favorite teacher, again at 9.

As the years passing by, I met a new friend who taught me to be independent, caring, funny, etc.
She also taught me to not easily believing in friends because she back-stabbed me! Damn!
We fought at 12 . Lose each other at 12. Crowned as 1st runner up of Miss MGS at 12. It was my final year in MGS Primary in 12. Goodbye childhood times, goodbye school...

Huh? No, it doesn't end just like that!

My job as a student continued when I entered MGS Secondary, officially as MGS-ian.
Same class with my BFF, happy like hell, well yes of course :))

MGS taught me to be independent.
MGS taught me to be brave (a lil bit, yes...)
MGS taught me to be a lil bit responsible.
MGS taught me to study harder...
MGS taught me the meaning of friendship.
MGS taught me the meaning of love..
MGS taught me the pain because of love..
MGS had make me met lovely, caring, pretty and hard-working teachers.

Well, how about you?
All of you who goes to school everyday?
Met the same school, same teacher, same people, same surrounding?
What do you feel? Frankly speaking?
Only you can tell.

I love my school. Very very very much.
To all MGS student in Malaysia, proud to be MGS-ian.
Not only MGS, many other schools :)

Think positive, school IS great.

p/s: Wanna vomit? You think I'm lying? Haha just get the hell out of here! At least I love my school, not like you! Like my story, a bunch of thank you :))

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Survey :)


How did you get one of your scars?
when i was fighting with my brother :)

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
just a typical birthday; cakes, family, gather around, friends, present

How are you feeling at this moment?
feeling sad+angry=disappointed

How did your night go last night?
good! i really slept well.

How did you do in high school?
owh i'm great! feels like i don't wanna leave my school forever!

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
kedai lahh! haishh! -.-"

How often do you see ur best friend?
everyday :D

How much money did you spend last month?
takk ingat lah!

How old do you want to be when you get married?
before 30 yes for sure.

How old will you be at your next birthday?
sweet 15 :)


Your mothers name?
no need to know!

What did you do last weekend?
window shopping at suria klcc

What is the most important part of your life?
family, friends, study, love ones *lols*

What would you rather be doing?
watching teevee :))

What did you last cry over?
for stupid damn things!

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
things that make me feel better lahh!

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?

What are you worried about?
PMR next year, wish me luck :))

What did you have for breakfast?
I rarely take breakfast


Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
haha if i say yes? and the answer is yes! but like je lahh!

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes and i won't repeat that damn thingies

Have you ever been out of the country?

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
hell yeah

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
yes! stupid friend!

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
omg! no! :O

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
no, not yet. someday..


Who was the last person you saw?
my mom :D

Who was the last person you texted?

Who was the last person you hungout with?
syafiah, kohani, the wanie's

Who was the last person to call you?
izzati again

Who did you last hug?
my mom?

Who is the last person who texted you?
izzati again!

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
i rarely say that okayy?


Where does your best friend live?
somewhere on earth

Where did you last go?

Where did you last hang out?
school je,,

Where do you go to school?
dah nama pun 'proudly mgs-ian', msti la MGS!

Where is your favorite place to be?
heaven :))

Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed


Do you like someone right now?

Do you think anyone likes you?
hurm...yes kot..

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
why should i?

Do you know the muffin man?
who the hell is he?

Does the future scare you?
hurm guess i'm ready to be scared!


Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
because we are best friends!

Why did you get a myspace?
because my friends always ask me to get one..

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
from her best friend's name..

Why are you doing this survey?
bcoz i'm bored to death!


If you could have one super power what would it be??

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
my bff..boleh?


Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
I don't have one

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
of course tak! gila?


Are you happy with your life right now?
i'm okay with this life ;)

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince


Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is released in cinemas worldwide on 16th of July 2009. Yesterday, 31st of July 2009, my brothers and I was planning to go and watched it at Aeon Bukit Tinggi :)

Harry Potter starts at 8.30 p.m. It was a very very great movie ever! I, as one of the die-hard-fan, was really happy to watched it :) Full of mysteries, full of tragedies and make me cried when Hogwarts' Headmaster is killed!!! Arghh, my tears just can't stop falling! This 6th movie is the 1st which had made me cry :(

This story is about Harry Potter's sixth year at Hogwarts, discovering who is the Half-Blood Prince, as written in his old Advance in Potion Making book. He is also forced to listens to Hermione's jealousy towards Lavender Brown, Ron's-supposed-to-be-girlfriend. Apart from that, he must discover Voldemort's Horcrux, which is divided into 7. He is also forced to accept Dumbledore's death, after being killed by Severus.

Thanks to J.K Rowling, who made this brilliant Harry Potter books, thanks to David Yates who directed this film from Rowling's book. Millions of thanks to all Harry Potter actors and actresses too!

Starring: Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Michael Gambon, Jim Broadbent, Alan Rickman, Tom Felton, Helen McCrory, Helena Carter, Robbie Coltrane, Maggie Smith, Bonnie Wright, Evanna Lynch, Jessie Cave and others.

So, I wanna invite all of you to go and watch Harry Potter in your nearest cinema. And remember, it's 13PG (Parental Guide above 13 years old)
I'm sure you will be happy and satisfied with it :)