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Monday, November 9, 2009

Delete-_-'

I feel like deleting this blog.
Because it's ugly. HAHA. I'm not lying, right?
Seriously, it is full of craps+trash.
Isn't it?

Just wanna inform all my loyal readers and respected followers, if in one bright, beautiful day, this ugly blog is no longer exist, that means this blog is safely deleted.
Understand? Furthermore, I have my own private blog. I'll see first, on how it goes.

ty,tc.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Come Clean

Come Clean
by Hilary Duff



p/s: Enjoy!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Havin' Fun

Semalam I'm a bit moody sebab Kohani and Izzati tak datang. Urgh! pemalas punya kawan! Berani korang malas2 ye? Mentang2 la da abes exam en, bkan maen ahh korang! Sengal btul!

Tapi ada Irdina and Z, kinda happening siket ahh. Siap buat party dalam kelas lagi tuhh! Makan kueh2 Deepavali, Lina bawak. Thanks Lina! Dah tu, si Z buat lawak bodoh+sebok dgn 'journal' die and many many other things. Byk jgak yg bwak board games. Haishh..tapi memang lawak gile ahh! Si Z yang sengal tu kutuk aku dalam 'journal' die. Elehh kaw, da suke tu mengaku je la! Ego tinggi melangit, kan? Aku lak gi toreh meja Irdina pakai die punye compasses yg da tinggal separuh je. Ntah sape yg gigit pun aku xtau la..nak tau ape aku toreh kat situhh? 'Z gile'. Tu la, mengutuk aku lgi dlm 'journal' kaw tuhh! Haha jenayah kaw tau x, Nadia? Vandalisme tuhh! Ahh! Biarlahh, bukannye visible sngt ponn. Nak biar Z tgk je! Anyway, it's fun (:

Lagipon x belaja. Sivik je. Best gile :D
Keputusan exam? Tak berapa bagos. Kaw pnye bagos? Kaw pikir aku peduli keh?
Bukannye kire for streaming ponn!
Setakat sini je la yg aku bolehh cerite.

Bak kata org puteh, "The rest is history..."

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Aim of Life

"the aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware, joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware..."
-Henry Miller

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Only One

Only one will care
if i live or die
cause nobody wants to hear
this emotional girl cry.

I'm hiding in the corner
if you wanna look
just follow the heavy sobbing sighs
face buried in a book.

The room is dark
you cannot see
don't even bother
to look for me.

Scent of blood
sound of pain
cries of lonely
cries in vain

with each your step
the floorboards creak
A crack of thunder
this outcome bleak

my head snaps up
pale as a ghost
eyes red as blood
Tears stained the most

you gasp aloud
knees hit the floor
told you i wasn't
worth fighting for

you spread your arms
say its alright
And i don't really
want to fight

i hold you tight
you keep me close
until the morn
and off we doze

you're my drug
my sweet release
you keep me high
my place of peace

without you i'd die
of this i swear
it amazes me
how much you care

i've caused you pain
the damage i've done
i've given in
this round you've won

i am the used
the empty air
i'll tell you now
that life's not fair

but i have you now
i'll never let go
just thought that i
would let you know...
how much i love you!

Let It Go

It doesn't matter anymore.
We aren't the same people as before.
Forgive but never forget.
Just remember all the real friends you've met.
I've once thought I knew.
But, now I see I was wrong and do not know what to do.
Who are my friends?
So far as I look and I see,
I see no on in the cold mirror but me.
All I want to do is disapear.
The image is fogged oh so unclear..
Fogged up by my own fear.
Oh my heart.. my little fire-cracker, do not think I've never seen that one before!
Go back to the smacker!
Honestly.
We can never be friends.
Not even close.
There's nothing left but a ghost.
Forgive me, it's my fault,
But perhaps our friendship has come to a halt.
Nothing lasts forever.
Just so you know.
I think we should just stop.
My God let it go.
I'll stop talking if you stop it first.
Someone needs to stop lest we both burst.
Calm down, take a deep breath, calm down and breathe.
Or you can just leave.
I always cared just so you know.
And it's going to be hard to let it all go.
But I know if you can then so can I.
I'll stand up if you stand up with me,
Oh man, what a lie.

Let it go. I always cared just so you know.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

She is ugly, isn't she?

Yes she is! Today I'm shocked of her new-ugly hairstyle. Kerinting pulok dah!
Dulu dah la ikut trend orang, sekarang ikut trend si 'afro' yang rambut ala-ala mop terlebih kering tu? Jadi diri sendiri la, pompuan! Tak malu ke?
Bile tanya, "Uhh urm..temporary.."
Haha fesyen lawak gila petala kelapan boleh kata temporary. Memang aci redah betul minah gedik sekor tu...
Haish, apa-apa je la. Orang nak baca buku nak exam, dia boleh pulak tukar fesyen rambut main taram je. Ntahapahapa je.. Memang aci tak boleh masuk akal, lah!
Okay la, malas nak cite banyak. Dah la aku anti dengan dia. Bye ugly!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

exam around the corner-_-

Hyee there! Dah lama rasanya tak update blog nihh..
Kali nihh update pun sebab nak bagitao this Tuesday is final exam-_-"
Oh goshh! Bace buku tak lagi nihh!

Urm, PMR berlangsung pada Rabu 7.10.09. Just nak ucap good luck pada sume PMR candidate terutamanya kak Lyna and Ash. Buat elok2 yeah! Ganbatte ne!

Tahun depan giliran budak2 yang lahir tahun 1995 pulak yang amek PMR. Tuition for form 3 dah start. Kecut perut ahh! Nak cover form 1 + form 2 lagi.. mana nak ulangkaji form 3 lagi..
Ahh! Hope sume berjalan lancar lahh :)

Anyway, tu je lahh nak bagitao.
Wish me luck yeah?
Thanks! :DD

Saturday, September 19, 2009

pantun setiap negeri sempena raya

Kelantan...
Make ikke cicoh budu
Jange lupo tamboh satar
Kelik rayo taksir laju
Nanti rayo dale sepita

Terengganu...
Makang ubi jamang jepong
Makang kepok cicah cuke
Bulang pose mung bengong
Bulang raye mung gile

Pahang...
Sepadan Pahang ada kasino
Nasi dagang ikan patin
Jange mu masam muko
Raya makan rendang sadin

Johor...
Cegitu cegini awak suke
Awak suke kite tak suke
Esok luse hari raye
Sama-sama bersuke rie

Melaka...
Hawau kau berak merate
Kaki bengkak ulau patok
Kalu balik naik kerete
Jangan pandu kalau ngantok

N. Sembilan...
Masak lomak cili api
Campo dongan daun turi
Hari rayo kolumpo sopi
Tinggal penyamun dongan pencuri
(org kolumpo jgn kocik ati!!)

Selangor/​K.​Lumpur.​.​.​
Wa cakap lu wa tak tau
Tapi wa tipu sama lu
Raya jangan buat tak tau
Angpau ada bagi gua dulu

Perak...
Gulei tempoyak ikan mayong
Deroyan busok tebok tupei
Pandu hemat ingat kampong
Ase(Asal) teman selamat sampei

Kedah...
Aloq Staq terketaq-ketaq
Lapaq perut makan pau
Macam mana tak ketaq
Kena paksa bagi angpau

Penang...
Nasi kandaq kedai mamak
Anak mami juai pesemboq
Lepaih raya jgn dok triak
Kalu ceti mai kot dapoq

Perlis...
Padang besaq kecik aja
Tempat siam lalu lalang
Hari raya kita berbelanja
Jangan sampai menambah utang

Sabah
Nanti raya sia pulang sabah,
Teringin jumpa kawan lama,
Hari raya sudah mau datang bah,
Dosa lama diampunkan saja..

Sarawak
Bila tiba buka puasa,
Kek lapis, terubuk bakar kamek suka,
Meh sini kamek mau madah sama kita,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

Rayaa :D

Selamat Hari Rayaaaa! :D
Well, this year tak balik kampung yang nun jauh di Kelantan.
Why? Good question, simple answer; busy.
Yup my dad busy, so tak boleh lorh..

Raya tahun ini jugak simple mimple jer..
Nothing interesting. Tapi frust la tak dapat maen bunga api + mercun with cousins.
That's the best part, babe :)
Duet raya juga maybe tak sebanyak yang bisa diperoleh di kampung halaman.
Why? Because sedara mara sume tak de kat sini lahh!
So, kalau jumpe kita, bagi duet banyak2!

Kuih raya? My mom tak buat thun nihh. Thun depan skola sesi pagi, maybe ade masa nak tolong..
Ahh! Lantaklah! Janji dapat raya, kan friends?
Dan juga dapat melaram :))
Annoyed? That's me la. Got problems?

Then pagi esok merasalah my mom's super delicious rendang ayam + ketupat palas *nyum nyum*
Baju raya? Urm.. 1 purple baju kurung, 1 red baju kurung and 1 black kebaya :)

Btw, kepada sume yang mengenali diri ini;

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf zahir Dan Batin
TERkasar bahasa,
TERsilap bicara,
TERmarah yang tak kena,
TERtanya tak tentu hala,
TERsasul yang tak sengaja,
TERpukul kat mana-mana,
TERpekik di telinga,
TERhantuk di kepala,
TERpinjam harta benda,
TERmoody tak semena-semena,
TERumpat bila-bila,
TERusik yg sengaja,
dan segala macam 'TER' lagi

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada seluruh umat Islam.
Semoga berbahagia di bulan Syawal
.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Kebuntuan Melanda..

Semakin ku cuba melupakan kau,
Semakin aku mencintai kau.

Semakin ku cuba menjauhkan diri,
Hakikatnya kau masih di hati.

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan untuk melupakan dirimu?
Sungguh aku tidak sanggup berkeadaan begini.

Ahh! Aku buntu!
Alangkah bagus jika kau tidak pernah muncul dalam hidupku..

Kerana kau, aku menderita..
Kerana kau, aku terseksa..
Kerana kau, aku terluka..
Kerana kau, aku merana..
Kerana kau, aku tidak dapat menerima teman baru sebagai pengganti..

Kau masih lagi bertakhta di hati..
Kau masih bintang di langit..
Namun hujan gula-gula yang ku tunggu takkan pernah wujud..


Sunday, September 13, 2009

Senyuman Hambarku

Okay! Look and listen here! This is my first time making love poems and such. But this is absolutely from the bottom of my heart; my experience, my feeling, my not-so-simple love story.

Jikalau kau menyayangi aku,
katakanlah padaku...
Jangan biarkanku ternanti-nanti lahirnya ucapan itu...

Sekiranya kau tidak memerlukan aku,
katakanlah padaku supaya tiada lagi senyuman hambar terukir di wajahku tatkala terlihatkan dirimu bersamanya..

Jika kau tidak lagi punya perasaan padaku,
janganlah kau layan diriku seolah-olah akulah yang teristimewa dihatimu..
Kerana aku bakal merana jika ia berlaku sebaliknya..

Jikalau kau ragu-ragu, antara cintamu kepadanya dan cintamu kepadaku,
aku merayu supaya kau diam seribu bahasa kerana cinta ragu-ragu adalah cinta separuh hati..

Jangan kau biarkan senyum hambarku kembali terukir pahit di wajahku kerana apa yang aku inginkan ialah sebuah senyuman yang lahir dari hati yang ikhlas...

Namun aku mengerti
Hakikatnya kau lebih bahagia bersamanya..
Biarlah diriku mengundur diri demi memastikan kau sentiasa bahagia..
Dan ini juga bermaksud senyuman yang terukir pahit ini akan akan kekal terlukis buatmu..

Friday, September 11, 2009

facts that you shouldn't have to know

Currently I'm in love with poems and novel.
I'm doing my love poems now.
I'll post it here as soon as I've finished it :)

Thanks for reading the facts that you shouldn't have to know. It's kinda annoying, I know that. You don't have to tell me, yah! But that's me, the GreaTroublemaker..

-thinking of her-

Yesterday, my family and I break fast at Aeon Bukit Tinggi; Manhattan Fish Market.
Makanannya sedap gile ohh..
But the price pun sedap jugak..lols

Then pegi Popular. Memang ta sah kalau kite ta masuk bookshop kalau pegi mall.
Ta kesahh la MPH ke, Popular ke, Kinokuniya ke, even Borders. Mesti na masokk jugakk!
Wajib!! Eventhough ta beli ape2 ponn, cuci mate pun da cukop lahh :)

The truth is I was looking for [tunas] by Hlovate. Memang lahh tau my friend na bagi pinjam buku tuhh, tapi saje jea pulakk na carik (ta de keje)..tp ta beli ponn..
Last2 ta jumpe pulakk..sebaliknye jumpe Ini Suatu Cerita by Faizal Dzasrik.
I've once read this book at Aeon Bukit Raja last2 week kot?
Tapi that time takk beli. Baca ponn siket jea. Tapi best gile. Smpai tergelak sorang2.
Naseb baek ta de orang nmpak ohh! Sah dea ingt aku gile agaknye...

Da bagi tau my mom na beli buku tuhh. Then my mom said okay.
Then belek2 buku laen pulakk,,bace sinopsis and such..
Terjumpa pulak buku kecik yg brtajuk 'Utk Cekgu Terbaek di ats muka bumi Tuhan.' Byk betol bnde yg aku jumpe ari nihh-.-
Lawak doe buku tu..ayatnye gile2 bahasa..
That book khas utk bgi kt cekgu yg na pindah or korang yg da na tinggalkan skola..

As I was reading, sedar2 jea air mate da na kluar..oh God! Thinking of her!
Who's her? Pn Ana; my favorite teacher ever!
Arghh! Cekguu! Saya rindu sama cekguu!!
Tapi apa boleh buat, she's no longer teaching in MGS Primary..haishh...
miss her super duper a lot!

She is my favorite teacher. But am I her favorite student?
Entah..I've once asked her but na tau ape dea jwb?
Dea jwb, "Ade lahh..", sambil senyum gile maness terlebeh gula.
From standard 2 smpai sekarang prsoalan tu ta trjwb2..
I wish I could see her again, one of her sweetest smile...
If Tuhan ta kasi pun, I'll always praying for her hapiness alongside her beloved husband..

Then bayar buku and balekk..da sampai rumah ponn rase na nanges..
hebat sangatkah penangan Pn Ana nihh?
Jawapannya sudah tentu "Ya!!"

"Merekaa kata Pn Ana saya garang, tapi saya kata beliau garang sebab beliau sayang..."

Yours sincerely,
Nadia Gt_i
-your ex-student-


Saturday, August 29, 2009

I'm Just Not Ready Yet...

I'm so sorry for avoiding you the day before yesterday (Thursday 27.8.09)
It's not that I hate you, it's not that I dislike you,
It's just I'm not ready for all this.

It's pretty shocking meeting you at Aeon.
So I'm really sorry if I was too obvious for avoiding you..
I'm just too embarrassed...

I noticed. I noticed the way you're looking at me with that warm smile, the smile that once make me melted.
I know, I know that meaning behind that warm-soft smile. You still have a crush on me is it?
Please... I do like you... But that was before..
Now, my feeling for you has gone with the wind...
I need you to understand me...
I know this might hurt you badly... but this is my true feelings.. That you should know...

I know.. eventhough I say sorry thousands of times, your heart, your feeling, still hurting..
Yeah I admit that I am absolutely very cruel. As cruel as Cruella de Vil, but I can't do nothing..
I don't think I have that feelings towards you anymore..

Sorry! :(
If only you could know my true feelings....

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

award for the followers :)



1 . ambik award ini :

*dari FarahEliessa

2 . Nyatakn ttg diri pemberi award meyh :

* .Farah baik :))

3 . Prasaan ble dpat award nie :

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4 . Tag skurg2nye 5 Org :

* breena
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* shasyaa
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utk follower yg len, klu korang nak, amik jek.
sgt dialu-alukan.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

sometimes I just don't get it


i need someone to cheer me up
i need someone for me to rely on
i need someone's shoulder for me to cry
i need someone for me to tease
i need someone for me to love
i need you

sometimes i just don't get it. why i felt this way when i'm the one who dumped you?
i just don't get it.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

ily scho0l :))


School,, hurm everybody hates school,,
when I say school, you'll be imagining scary teachers, best friend forever, the boring History, prefect yang really takk perfect, classes, president and vice, librarians, P.E :)), some say love, disciplinary, school uniforms, school books and many more,,

But what do you really think about school?
as for me, student in MGS aka Malaysian Golden School is really proud to be MGS-ian.
Why? Just shut up and read :))

I was schooled at MGS at the age of 7 (standard 1). Met my best friend forever also at the age of 7.
Met a lovely mother-figure teacher also when I was 7. Learn to love my friends as time goes by..
A Junior Prefect at the age of 9. Fought with best friend also at the age of 9.
Lose my favorite teacher, again at 9.

As the years passing by, I met a new friend who taught me to be independent, caring, funny, etc.
She also taught me to not easily believing in friends because she back-stabbed me! Damn!
We fought at 12 . Lose each other at 12. Crowned as 1st runner up of Miss MGS at 12. It was my final year in MGS Primary in 12. Goodbye childhood times, goodbye school...

Huh? No, it doesn't end just like that!

My job as a student continued when I entered MGS Secondary, officially as MGS-ian.
Same class with my BFF, happy like hell, well yes of course :))

MGS taught me to be independent.
MGS taught me to be brave (a lil bit, yes...)
MGS taught me to be a lil bit responsible.
MGS taught me to study harder...
MGS taught me the meaning of friendship.
MGS taught me the meaning of love..
MGS taught me the pain because of love..
MGS had make me met lovely, caring, pretty and hard-working teachers.

Well, how about you?
All of you who goes to school everyday?
Met the same school, same teacher, same people, same surrounding?
What do you feel? Frankly speaking?
Only you can tell.

I love my school. Very very very much.
To all MGS student in Malaysia, proud to be MGS-ian.
Not only MGS, many other schools :)

Think positive, school IS great.

p/s: Wanna vomit? You think I'm lying? Haha just get the hell out of here! At least I love my school, not like you! Like my story, a bunch of thank you :))

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Survey :)

TEN HOW'S:


How did you get one of your scars?
when i was fighting with my brother :)

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
just a typical birthday; cakes, family, gather around, friends, present

How are you feeling at this moment?
feeling sad+angry=disappointed

How did your night go last night?
good! i really slept well.

How did you do in high school?
owh i'm great! feels like i don't wanna leave my school forever!

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
kedai lahh! haishh! -.-"

How often do you see ur best friend?
everyday :D

How much money did you spend last month?
takk ingat lah!

How old do you want to be when you get married?
before 30 yes for sure.

How old will you be at your next birthday?
sweet 15 :)

NINE WHAT'S:


Your mothers name?
no need to know!

What did you do last weekend?
window shopping at suria klcc

What is the most important part of your life?
family, friends, study, love ones *lols*

What would you rather be doing?
watching teevee :))

What did you last cry over?
for stupid damn things!

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
things that make me feel better lahh!

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
sincerity

What are you worried about?
PMR next year, wish me luck :))

What did you have for breakfast?
I rarely take breakfast

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:


Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
haha if i say yes? and the answer is yes! but like je lahh!

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes and i won't repeat that damn thingies

Have you ever been out of the country?
nope

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
hell yeah

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
yes! stupid friend!

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
omg! no! :O

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
nope

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
no, not yet. someday..

SEVEN WHO’S:


Who was the last person you saw?
my mom :D

Who was the last person you texted?
izzati

Who was the last person you hungout with?
syafiah, kohani, the wanie's

Who was the last person to call you?
izzati again

Who did you last hug?
my mom?

Who is the last person who texted you?
izzati again!

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
i rarely say that okayy?

SIX WHERE’S:


Where does your best friend live?
somewhere on earth

Where did you last go?
entahh..

Where did you last hang out?
school je,,

Where do you go to school?
dah nama pun 'proudly mgs-ian', msti la MGS!

Where is your favorite place to be?
heaven :))

Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed

FIVE DO’S/DOES:


Do you like someone right now?
yes

Do you think anyone likes you?
hurm...yes kot..

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
why should i?

Do you know the muffin man?
who the hell is he?

Does the future scare you?
hurm guess i'm ready to be scared!

FOUR WHY’S:


Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
because we are best friends!

Why did you get a myspace?
because my friends always ask me to get one..

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
from her best friend's name..

Why are you doing this survey?
bcoz i'm bored to death!

THREE IF’S:


If you could have one super power what would it be??
invisible!

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
YES , I WOULD !

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
my bff..boleh?

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:


Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
I don't have one

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
of course tak! gila?

ONE LAST QUESTION


Are you happy with your life right now?
i'm okay with this life ;)

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

DISCLAIMER;
FOR HARRY POTTER FANS ONLY. YOU HATE HARRY POTTER? JUST BACK-OFF AND SHUT UP!

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is released in cinemas worldwide on 16th of July 2009. Yesterday, 31st of July 2009, my brothers and I was planning to go and watched it at Aeon Bukit Tinggi :)

Harry Potter starts at 8.30 p.m. It was a very very great movie ever! I, as one of the die-hard-fan, was really happy to watched it :) Full of mysteries, full of tragedies and make me cried when Hogwarts' Headmaster is killed!!! Arghh, my tears just can't stop falling! This 6th movie is the 1st which had made me cry :(

This story is about Harry Potter's sixth year at Hogwarts, discovering who is the Half-Blood Prince, as written in his old Advance in Potion Making book. He is also forced to listens to Hermione's jealousy towards Lavender Brown, Ron's-supposed-to-be-girlfriend. Apart from that, he must discover Voldemort's Horcrux, which is divided into 7. He is also forced to accept Dumbledore's death, after being killed by Severus.

Thanks to J.K Rowling, who made this brilliant Harry Potter books, thanks to David Yates who directed this film from Rowling's book. Millions of thanks to all Harry Potter actors and actresses too!

Starring: Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Michael Gambon, Jim Broadbent, Alan Rickman, Tom Felton, Helen McCrory, Helena Carter, Robbie Coltrane, Maggie Smith, Bonnie Wright, Evanna Lynch, Jessie Cave and others.

So, I wanna invite all of you to go and watch Harry Potter in your nearest cinema. And remember, it's 13PG (Parental Guide above 13 years old)
I'm sure you will be happy and satisfied with it :)



Saturday, July 4, 2009

This is the end of me, darl :)

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, you jerk!
You hate me too? Well it is much better than believing your hell sweet words :)

This is it. It's all gonna end here, sweet heart.
This is the end, the end of me.
At first, you're saying that you love me.
Well, it is my BIGGEST MISTAKE for believing it, sayang :)

Then the next day, you're dating with that bloody girl..
You thought I didn't see it but I do, I really really do!
Well, that's okay...
But the most damn thing is, if you love her, there's no need to tell me that you love me, you stupid!

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

Hell thanks to you, dear :)




Sunday, June 28, 2009

....a song from me to you...


Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku


Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Takada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi



Reff:
Kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Ha..., ha...

Kutahu kutakkan slalu ada untukmu
Di saat engkau merindukan diriku
Kutahu kutakkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku..., haa…hidupku…haa…

[[Reff]]


Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

[Reff:]
Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

Saturday, June 20, 2009

From Love to School :)

my stationary set :)


Hye! Now i'm going to talk about something that most of the students hate to hear it. Guess what?


SCHOOL! Yeah everybody hates a place called school including me! But if i think about it, i would say, "Hey! School is not so bad! When you go to school, you'll never bored to death at home, right?
*lols* and at school, besides studying, you can hang out with your friends, am i right?"

Okay, okay..i'm done with crapping things (above *lols*) For this Mid Year Exam, the results are quite okay..but i've dropped a few A's!!! For the 2nd Monthly Test, i've got 6A's with don't know how many B's, C's and D's. But this exam, i've only got 3A's with no D! 3A's is very little you know?
Maybe i was too lazy. Yeah maybe i'm too obsessed with MySpace and livemocha.com
Anyway, i will always try to work hard. Hope i can do well in the 3rd Monthly Test on next month.

Ganbatte ne!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Jay Chou! ilysm :)


Jay Chou - Ye Qu (Nocturne)

yi qun shi xue de ma yi bei fu rou suo xi yin
wo mian wu biao qing kan gu du de feng jing
shi qu ni / ai hen kai shi fen ming
shi qu ni / hai you shen me shi hao guan xin
dang ge zi bu zai xiang zheng he ping
wo zhong yu bei ti xing / guang chang shang wei shi de shi tu ying
wo yong piao liang de ya yun xing rong bei lue duo yi kong de ai qing
ah / wu yun kai shi zhe bi / ye se bu gan jing
gong yuan li zang li de hui yin / zai man tian fei xing
song ni de bai se mei gui / zai chun hei de huan jing diao ling
wu ya zai shu zi shang gui yi de hen an jing
jing jing ting / wo hei se de da yi / xiang wen nuan ni
ri jian bing leng de hui yi / zou guo de zou guo de sheng ming
ah ~si zhou mi man wu qi
ah ~wo zai kong kuang de mu di
lao qu hou hai ai ni
wei ni tan zou xiao bang de ye qu
ji nian wo si qu de ai qing
gen ye feng yi yang de sheng yin
xin sui de hen hao ting
shou zai jian pan qiao hen qing
wo gei de si nian hen xiao xin
ni mai zang de di fang jiao you ming
wei ni tan zou xiao bang de ye qu
ji nian wo si qu de ai qing
er wo wei ni yin xing mai ming
zai yue guang xia tan qin
dui ni xin tiao de gan ying
hai shi ru ci wen nuan qing xi
huai nian ni na xian hong de chun yin
na xie duan chi de qing ting / san luo zai zhe sen lin
er wo de yan jing / mei you si hao tong qing
shi qu ni / lei shui hun zhuo bu qing
shi qu ni / wo lian xiao rong dou you yin ying
feng zai zhang man qing tai de wu ding
chao xiao wo de shang xin
xiang yi ko mei you shui de ku jing
wo yong qi mei de zi xing
miao hui hou hui mo ji de na ai qing

p/s: I must tell you how much I love this song eventhough I know it's kinda lame. But I love it! Jay Chou <3

Friday, June 12, 2009

Taylor Swift <3





Teardrops On My Guitar


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needed everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause It's just so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see...

Saturday, May 23, 2009

baby, im heartbroken...








Wednesday, May 20, 2009

~Exam Week~ -_-" duhh

1st Day (20-05-09)
Ari nie peksa BM 2 n BM 1...
paper 2 oke la...bhg B n D leceh sket..
paper 1 lak confuse giler arh...
pesal arh cekgu nie wat ssh2??

2nd Day (21-05-09)
Ari nie lak peksa A/M n sivik..
hurm...agama tu oke la jgak wlaupown x abez bce spenuhnye...
sivik lak...huisshh..!
men bntai jer yg subjektif tuh..
ssh doe...ish3...

3rd Day (22-05-09)
Ari nie peksa BI 2, BI 1 n Sjrh..
haisshhh! bab sjrh yg lmh smangt nie..da la x abez study lg..
BI 2 tu oke jer laa..BI 1 sng jer..
sjrh tu kinda confusing sket..
tu larr spew sruh x bce bku??
tgk da susa...

4th Day (25-05-09)
Peksa M3 2 n 1..
m3 2 damn ssah larr...!!
haissh tp paper 1 sng mybe sbb leh pkai calculator kott..

5th Day (26-05-09)
Ari ni lak Science 2 n 1..
paper 2 by Cik Jasmina..nak kte sng tu, oke2 jer larr...
xla ssah sngt pown...
paper 1 by Pn Faziah pown alhamdulillah bgus2 jerh..

6th Day (27-05-09)
Ari ni peksa Seni 1, PJK, n Geo.
seni tu oke lorh..pj tu ssah giler arr...
geo oke kowt...

7th Day (28-05-09)
disebabkan aku dok sebok mnyiapkan NIE, aku xde mse nk bce bku.
ouh gosh! ari ni exam seni 2 n khb.
nsb bek both sng!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

dirinya....

aku bncy die...
sbb ape? sbb die buat aku syg die...
aku bncy die...
sbb ape??sbb die buat aku x leh lpekan die..

bile aku di sisi die, aku suke tgk die happy...
sbb aku dpt rse ke-happy-an die tu..

aku x suke tgk die sedey...
sbb aku dpt rse kesedihan die tu...ish3...

tp bile die tnggalkan aku,

aku x suke tgk die happy...
sbb da ade org len yg mrasai kebhagiaan die...
dan org tu da smestinya bkn aku..
aku jgak sukar utk mrasainya dri jauh..
hnya mmpu trsnyum hmbr dan mndoakan yg trbaik utk drinya...

aku jgak x suke tgk die sedey...
sbb x de org yg nk pjuk die..cian die...
tp aku gile2 dpt mrasai ksedhn die...
pompuan tu lak bkn nk pjuk...

yg plg aku kesal bile aku hnya mmpu mmndng dgn segenang air mata n segaris snyuman pahit...
hnya mmpu melihat, x mmpu mnolong pabila die prlukan ssorg...
so sad...!!!


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

~gedik gurlz~

there's sumone in my school who is so damn gedik...!
and she's so perasan lawa...
klau lawa tu x pe ar gak...

aku pown x tau asal aku anti gile ngan die...
sejak primary skul lg..
but last year kite die ade ajak aku ckp dgn die...
psl....aderlarh..!

care die ckp tu mmg soft giler ar...sopan jerwh...
pd wktu tu, aku mula tukar persepsi aku pd die...
die x la segedik yg aku sngka...

tp lps die dera mental aku hmpir more than a week, persepsi aku pd die berubah lg...
die bkn setakat gedik, malah kejam giler...!
penderaan ape...itu rahsie..!
prkara nie brlaku dlm thn lps jgak larh..

then aritu, aku trserempak dgn die kt kedai...
OMG...! pls help me...!
memule tu aku x nmpk die..
die yg tegur aku...pretty shocking jgak doe..
then aku senyum jer la..huhu

then again, persepsi aku brtukar lg...
she's not as bad as i think...maybe...
die okay kowt...sbb die tegur aku...
klau die bncy aku, die xkan tegur btl x??

tp kat skola, again, my persepsion towards her changed...
gedik ya amat doe...
muke die da la innocent...klau btl2 innocent x pe gak...
n as if die cube thn drpd mnjadi diri die sndiri...
mcm ketawa, snyum...n bla bla...
n she's pretty annoying too...

tp die nie...slightly cute la...
lg cute klau die snyum...
cube klau die ketawa...msti seri muke die naik...

anyway, aku bncy die pnye innocent look, gedik, prasan lawa n sikap die...
dh gedik tu gedik jgak...
ade sowg lg my fren yg anti die jgak...
die la yg bgi nme 'gedik gurl' tu..
huhu...nice name lorh...

her bff, lg gedik ya amat tau...
one day, my fren pegi shopping mall, jumpe kwn bdk innocent nih...
da la bdn besar, pkai bju bkn men fit lg..
ish3...msti mcm sarung nangka...wawawa...

teruk3...then sbb tu la kitorg gelar dorg brdua 'gedik gurlz'...
kan sedap name tu...
huhu...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

i am what i am

im not perfect...

i dun have a perfect lurve story..
my lurve story always end up with tragic...*sob sob*

i dun have a perfect family too...
im always arguing with my siblings n make me feel down...

in school, my friends always making fun of me...
when i say, "its not funny...!"
and then they started to giggle around n continue their laughing...
i dunno what is so very damn funny...

i dun have a perfect score 4 my test...
i dun get straight A's like one genius in my class...
huh what a pathetic life...

but sometimes, im thinking...

eventhough i dun hav a perfect lurve story, i still believe that there's someone who lurves me out there...

eventhough i dun hav a perfect family, i should be grateful that i hav a luving mother n father...i still hav a sibling to play with...
what about someone out there who doesnt hav a family??

eventhough my friends always making fun of me, they always come n coax me...n say sorry to me...i should be thankful for that...
how about they who dun hav a friend??

eventhough i cant get straight A's, i should be very grateful that i get a lil bit A's than nothing right??n im never failed in my test...
how about those who failed??

n lastly, eventhough i dun hav a perfect life, i should really thankful that i hav a life to live...
eventhough its not that perfect, i lurve it very much bcoz i know that no one has a perfect life ever..! is it true??
so take ur time n think about it..
im sure u can get what im trying to say here...^_~


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remember, u are what u are...!
-u'll never walk alone.....

~f0rGeT hiM...!!!~



Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you awake...
Are you calling out my name?

Forget him,
Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss,
His warm embrace
Forget the love you once knew,
Remember he has someone new
Forget him when they played your song,
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you two were,
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memorized his walk,
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say,
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the dimples in his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he's with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved it's past
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember that he's gone forever...

It's only me missing you...
I love you...


p/s Aku x taw...first time aku bce bnde alah nie, aku mnangis...
ianya mmg spt kisah hdupku...
but dun worry...i'll try to forget u...
eventhough its very hard...

i misz sumone...!

I don't know what's the ending for our relationship..
maybe we are not meant to be together kot..
ntah la...

he is absolutely very caring and extremely sweet okayy..!
but I don't know why I have the heart of breaking his heart...
pity him..but..what to do..?
let bygones be bygones...

he is kind and sweet..
eventhough he annoys me sometimes..
but it is really nice to talk with him..
eventhough he likes getting into my nerves,
but that's fine with me...
it has been a long time since I last met him..
about 2 years..
actually going to be 2 years this Nov 28.
and the most unbelieveable thing is, we only met for 2 days! :O

haissh! I miss him!
I don't know what he's doing now..
maybe he has forgotten me kot..
to bad lahh :(

that's okay, but there's one wish,,
I hope to see him again..
miss him damnly much dear!


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