Delete-_-'

I feel like deleting this blog.
Because it's ugly. HAHA. I'm not lying, right?
Seriously, it is full of craps+trash.
Isn't it?

Just wanna inform all my loyal readers and respected followers, if in one bright, beautiful day, this ugly blog is no longer exist, that means this blog is safely deleted.
Understand? Furthermore, I have my own private blog. I'll see first, on how it goes.

ty,tc.

Come Clean

Come Clean
by Hilary Duff



p/s: Enjoy!

Havin' Fun

Semalam I'm a bit moody sebab Kohani and Izzati tak datang. Urgh! pemalas punya kawan! Berani korang malas2 ye? Mentang2 la da abes exam en, bkan maen ahh korang! Sengal btul!

Tapi ada Irdina and Z, kinda happening siket ahh. Siap buat party dalam kelas lagi tuhh! Makan kueh2 Deepavali, Lina bawak. Thanks Lina! Dah tu, si Z buat lawak bodoh+sebok dgn 'journal' die and many many other things. Byk jgak yg bwak board games. Haishh..tapi memang lawak gile ahh! Si Z yang sengal tu kutuk aku dalam 'journal' die. Elehh kaw, da suke tu mengaku je la! Ego tinggi melangit, kan? Aku lak gi toreh meja Irdina pakai die punye compasses yg da tinggal separuh je. Ntah sape yg gigit pun aku xtau la..nak tau ape aku toreh kat situhh? 'Z gile'. Tu la, mengutuk aku lgi dlm 'journal' kaw tuhh! Haha jenayah kaw tau x, Nadia? Vandalisme tuhh! Ahh! Biarlahh, bukannye visible sngt ponn. Nak biar Z tgk je! Anyway, it's fun (:

Lagipon x belaja. Sivik je. Best gile :D
Keputusan exam? Tak berapa bagos. Kaw pnye bagos? Kaw pikir aku peduli keh?
Bukannye kire for streaming ponn!
Setakat sini je la yg aku bolehh cerite.

Bak kata org puteh, "The rest is history..."

Aim of Life

"the aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware, joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware..."
-Henry Miller

Only One

Only one will care
if i live or die
cause nobody wants to hear
this emotional girl cry.

I'm hiding in the corner
if you wanna look
just follow the heavy sobbing sighs
face buried in a book.

The room is dark
you cannot see
don't even bother
to look for me.

Scent of blood
sound of pain
cries of lonely
cries in vain

with each your step
the floorboards creak
A crack of thunder
this outcome bleak

my head snaps up
pale as a ghost
eyes red as blood
Tears stained the most

you gasp aloud
knees hit the floor
told you i wasn't
worth fighting for

you spread your arms
say its alright
And i don't really
want to fight

i hold you tight
you keep me close
until the morn
and off we doze

you're my drug
my sweet release
you keep me high
my place of peace

without you i'd die
of this i swear
it amazes me
how much you care

i've caused you pain
the damage i've done
i've given in
this round you've won

i am the used
the empty air
i'll tell you now
that life's not fair

but i have you now
i'll never let go
just thought that i
would let you know...
how much i love you!

Let It Go

It doesn't matter anymore.
We aren't the same people as before.
Forgive but never forget.
Just remember all the real friends you've met.
I've once thought I knew.
But, now I see I was wrong and do not know what to do.
Who are my friends?
So far as I look and I see,
I see no on in the cold mirror but me.
All I want to do is disapear.
The image is fogged oh so unclear..
Fogged up by my own fear.
Oh my heart.. my little fire-cracker, do not think I've never seen that one before!
Go back to the smacker!
Honestly.
We can never be friends.
Not even close.
There's nothing left but a ghost.
Forgive me, it's my fault,
But perhaps our friendship has come to a halt.
Nothing lasts forever.
Just so you know.
I think we should just stop.
My God let it go.
I'll stop talking if you stop it first.
Someone needs to stop lest we both burst.
Calm down, take a deep breath, calm down and breathe.
Or you can just leave.
I always cared just so you know.
And it's going to be hard to let it all go.
But I know if you can then so can I.
I'll stand up if you stand up with me,
Oh man, what a lie.

Let it go. I always cared just so you know.

She is ugly, isn't she?

Yes she is! Today I'm shocked of her new-ugly hairstyle. Kerinting pulok dah!
Dulu dah la ikut trend orang, sekarang ikut trend si 'afro' yang rambut ala-ala mop terlebih kering tu? Jadi diri sendiri la, pompuan! Tak malu ke?
Bile tanya, "Uhh urm..temporary.."
Haha fesyen lawak gila petala kelapan boleh kata temporary. Memang aci redah betul minah gedik sekor tu...
Haish, apa-apa je la. Orang nak baca buku nak exam, dia boleh pulak tukar fesyen rambut main taram je. Ntahapahapa je.. Memang aci tak boleh masuk akal, lah!
Okay la, malas nak cite banyak. Dah la aku anti dengan dia. Bye ugly!

exam around the corner-_-

Hyee there! Dah lama rasanya tak update blog nihh..
Kali nihh update pun sebab nak bagitao this Tuesday is final exam-_-"
Oh goshh! Bace buku tak lagi nihh!

Urm, PMR berlangsung pada Rabu 7.10.09. Just nak ucap good luck pada sume PMR candidate terutamanya kak Lyna and Ash. Buat elok2 yeah! Ganbatte ne!

Tahun depan giliran budak2 yang lahir tahun 1995 pulak yang amek PMR. Tuition for form 3 dah start. Kecut perut ahh! Nak cover form 1 + form 2 lagi.. mana nak ulangkaji form 3 lagi..
Ahh! Hope sume berjalan lancar lahh :)

Anyway, tu je lahh nak bagitao.
Wish me luck yeah?
Thanks! :DD

pantun setiap negeri sempena raya

Kelantan...
Make ikke cicoh budu
Jange lupo tamboh satar
Kelik rayo taksir laju
Nanti rayo dale sepita

Terengganu...
Makang ubi jamang jepong
Makang kepok cicah cuke
Bulang pose mung bengong
Bulang raye mung gile

Pahang...
Sepadan Pahang ada kasino
Nasi dagang ikan patin
Jange mu masam muko
Raya makan rendang sadin

Johor...
Cegitu cegini awak suke
Awak suke kite tak suke
Esok luse hari raye
Sama-sama bersuke rie

Melaka...
Hawau kau berak merate
Kaki bengkak ulau patok
Kalu balik naik kerete
Jangan pandu kalau ngantok

N. Sembilan...
Masak lomak cili api
Campo dongan daun turi
Hari rayo kolumpo sopi
Tinggal penyamun dongan pencuri
(org kolumpo jgn kocik ati!!)

Selangor/​K.​Lumpur.​.​.​
Wa cakap lu wa tak tau
Tapi wa tipu sama lu
Raya jangan buat tak tau
Angpau ada bagi gua dulu

Perak...
Gulei tempoyak ikan mayong
Deroyan busok tebok tupei
Pandu hemat ingat kampong
Ase(Asal) teman selamat sampei

Kedah...
Aloq Staq terketaq-ketaq
Lapaq perut makan pau
Macam mana tak ketaq
Kena paksa bagi angpau

Penang...
Nasi kandaq kedai mamak
Anak mami juai pesemboq
Lepaih raya jgn dok triak
Kalu ceti mai kot dapoq

Perlis...
Padang besaq kecik aja
Tempat siam lalu lalang
Hari raya kita berbelanja
Jangan sampai menambah utang

Sabah
Nanti raya sia pulang sabah,
Teringin jumpa kawan lama,
Hari raya sudah mau datang bah,
Dosa lama diampunkan saja..

Sarawak
Bila tiba buka puasa,
Kek lapis, terubuk bakar kamek suka,
Meh sini kamek mau madah sama kita,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

Rayaa :D

Selamat Hari Rayaaaa! :D
Well, this year tak balik kampung yang nun jauh di Kelantan.
Why? Good question, simple answer; busy.
Yup my dad busy, so tak boleh lorh..

Raya tahun ini jugak simple mimple jer..
Nothing interesting. Tapi frust la tak dapat maen bunga api + mercun with cousins.
That's the best part, babe :)
Duet raya juga maybe tak sebanyak yang bisa diperoleh di kampung halaman.
Why? Because sedara mara sume tak de kat sini lahh!
So, kalau jumpe kita, bagi duet banyak2!

Kuih raya? My mom tak buat thun nihh. Thun depan skola sesi pagi, maybe ade masa nak tolong..
Ahh! Lantaklah! Janji dapat raya, kan friends?
Dan juga dapat melaram :))
Annoyed? That's me la. Got problems?

Then pagi esok merasalah my mom's super delicious rendang ayam + ketupat palas *nyum nyum*
Baju raya? Urm.. 1 purple baju kurung, 1 red baju kurung and 1 black kebaya :)

Btw, kepada sume yang mengenali diri ini;

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf zahir Dan Batin
TERkasar bahasa,
TERsilap bicara,
TERmarah yang tak kena,
TERtanya tak tentu hala,
TERsasul yang tak sengaja,
TERpukul kat mana-mana,
TERpekik di telinga,
TERhantuk di kepala,
TERpinjam harta benda,
TERmoody tak semena-semena,
TERumpat bila-bila,
TERusik yg sengaja,
dan segala macam 'TER' lagi

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada seluruh umat Islam.
Semoga berbahagia di bulan Syawal.

Kebuntuan Melanda..

Semakin ku cuba melupakan kau,
Semakin aku mencintai kau.

Semakin ku cuba menjauhkan diri,
Hakikatnya kau masih di hati.

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan untuk melupakan dirimu?
Sungguh aku tidak sanggup berkeadaan begini.

Ahh! Aku buntu!
Alangkah bagus jika kau tidak pernah muncul dalam hidupku..

Kerana kau, aku menderita..
Kerana kau, aku terseksa..
Kerana kau, aku terluka..
Kerana kau, aku merana..
Kerana kau, aku tidak dapat menerima teman baru sebagai pengganti..

Kau masih lagi bertakhta di hati..
Kau masih bintang di langit..
Namun hujan gula-gula yang ku tunggu takkan pernah wujud..

Senyuman Hambarku

Okay! Look and listen here! This is my first time making love poems and such. But this is absolutely from the bottom of my heart; my experience, my feeling, my not-so-simple love story.

Jikalau kau menyayangi aku,
katakanlah padaku...
Jangan biarkanku ternanti-nanti lahirnya ucapan itu...

Sekiranya kau tidak memerlukan aku,
katakanlah padaku supaya tiada lagi senyuman hambar terukir di wajahku tatkala terlihatkan dirimu bersamanya..

Jika kau tidak lagi punya perasaan padaku,
janganlah kau layan diriku seolah-olah akulah yang teristimewa dihatimu..
Kerana aku bakal merana jika ia berlaku sebaliknya..

Jikalau kau ragu-ragu, antara cintamu kepadanya dan cintamu kepadaku,
aku merayu supaya kau diam seribu bahasa kerana cinta ragu-ragu adalah cinta separuh hati..

Jangan kau biarkan senyum hambarku kembali terukir pahit di wajahku kerana apa yang aku inginkan ialah sebuah senyuman yang lahir dari hati yang ikhlas...

Namun aku mengerti
Hakikatnya kau lebih bahagia bersamanya..
Biarlah diriku mengundur diri demi memastikan kau sentiasa bahagia..
Dan ini juga bermaksud senyuman yang terukir pahit ini akan akan kekal terlukis buatmu..

facts that you shouldn't have to know

Currently I'm in love with poems and novel.
I'm doing my love poems now.
I'll post it here as soon as I've finished it :)

Thanks for reading the facts that you shouldn't have to know. It's kinda annoying, I know that. You don't have to tell me, yah! But that's me, the GreaTroublemaker..

-thinking of her-

Yesterday, my family and I break fast at Aeon Bukit Tinggi; Manhattan Fish Market.
Makanannya sedap gile ohh..
But the price pun sedap jugak..lols

Then pegi Popular. Memang ta sah kalau kite ta masuk bookshop kalau pegi mall.
Ta kesahh la MPH ke, Popular ke, Kinokuniya ke, even Borders. Mesti na masokk jugakk!
Wajib!! Eventhough ta beli ape2 ponn, cuci mate pun da cukop lahh :)

The truth is I was looking for [tunas] by Hlovate. Memang lahh tau my friend na bagi pinjam buku tuhh, tapi saje jea pulakk na carik (ta de keje)..tp ta beli ponn..
Last2 ta jumpe pulakk..sebaliknye jumpe Ini Suatu Cerita by Faizal Dzasrik.
I've once read this book at Aeon Bukit Raja last2 week kot?
Tapi that time takk beli. Baca ponn siket jea. Tapi best gile. Smpai tergelak sorang2.
Naseb baek ta de orang nmpak ohh! Sah dea ingt aku gile agaknye...

Da bagi tau my mom na beli buku tuhh. Then my mom said okay.
Then belek2 buku laen pulakk,,bace sinopsis and such..
Terjumpa pulak buku kecik yg brtajuk 'Utk Cekgu Terbaek di ats muka bumi Tuhan.' Byk betol bnde yg aku jumpe ari nihh-.-
Lawak doe buku tu..ayatnye gile2 bahasa..
That book khas utk bgi kt cekgu yg na pindah or korang yg da na tinggalkan skola..

As I was reading, sedar2 jea air mate da na kluar..oh God! Thinking of her!
Who's her? Pn Ana; my favorite teacher ever!
Arghh! Cekguu! Saya rindu sama cekguu!!
Tapi apa boleh buat, she's no longer teaching in MGS Primary..haishh...
miss her super duper a lot!

She is my favorite teacher. But am I her favorite student?
Entah..I've once asked her but na tau ape dea jwb?
Dea jwb, "Ade lahh..", sambil senyum gile maness terlebeh gula.
From standard 2 smpai sekarang prsoalan tu ta trjwb2..
I wish I could see her again, one of her sweetest smile...
If Tuhan ta kasi pun, I'll always praying for her hapiness alongside her beloved husband..

Then bayar buku and balekk..da sampai rumah ponn rase na nanges..
hebat sangatkah penangan Pn Ana nihh?
Jawapannya sudah tentu "Ya!!"

"Merekaa kata Pn Ana saya garang, tapi saya kata beliau garang sebab beliau sayang..."

Yours sincerely,
Nadia Gt_i
-your ex-student-

I'm Just Not Ready Yet...

I'm so sorry for avoiding you the day before yesterday (Thursday 27.8.09)
It's not that I hate you, it's not that I dislike you,
It's just I'm not ready for all this.

It's pretty shocking meeting you at Aeon.
So I'm really sorry if I was too obvious for avoiding you..
I'm just too embarrassed...

I noticed. I noticed the way you're looking at me with that warm smile, the smile that once make me melted.
I know, I know that meaning behind that warm-soft smile. You still have a crush on me is it?
Please... I do like you... But that was before..
Now, my feeling for you has gone with the wind...
I need you to understand me...
I know this might hurt you badly... but this is my true feelings.. That you should know...

I know.. eventhough I say sorry thousands of times, your heart, your feeling, still hurting..
Yeah I admit that I am absolutely very cruel. As cruel as Cruella de Vil, but I can't do nothing..
I don't think I have that feelings towards you anymore..

Sorry! :(
If only you could know my true feelings....

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sgt dialu-alukan.

sometimes I just don't get it

i need someone to cheer me up
i need someone for me to rely on
i need someone's shoulder for me to cry
i need someone for me to tease
i need someone for me to love
i need you

sometimes i just don't get it. why i felt this way when i'm the one who dumped you?
i just don't get it.

ily scho0l :))

School,, hurm everybody hates school,,
when I say school, you'll be imagining scary teachers, best friend forever, the boring History, prefect yang really takk perfect, classes, president and vice, librarians, P.E :)), some say love, disciplinary, school uniforms, school books and many more,,

But what do you really think about school?
as for me, student in MGS aka Malaysian Golden School is really proud to be MGS-ian.
Why? Just shut up and read :))

I was schooled at MGS at the age of 7 (standard 1). Met my best friend forever also at the age of 7.
Met a lovely mother-figure teacher also when I was 7. Learn to love my friends as time goes by..
A Junior Prefect at the age of 9. Fought with best friend also at the age of 9.
Lose my favorite teacher, again at 9.

As the years passing by, I met a new friend who taught me to be independent, caring, funny, etc.
She also taught me to not easily believing in friends because she back-stabbed me! Damn!
We fought at 12 . Lose each other at 12. Crowned as 1st runner up of Miss MGS at 12. It was my final year in MGS Primary in 12. Goodbye childhood times, goodbye school...

Huh? No, it doesn't end just like that!

My job as a student continued when I entered MGS Secondary, officially as MGS-ian.
Same class with my BFF, happy like hell, well yes of course :))

MGS taught me to be independent.
MGS taught me to be brave (a lil bit, yes...)
MGS taught me to be a lil bit responsible.
MGS taught me to study harder...
MGS taught me the meaning of friendship.
MGS taught me the meaning of love..
MGS taught me the pain because of love..
MGS had make me met lovely, caring, pretty and hard-working teachers.

Well, how about you?
All of you who goes to school everyday?
Met the same school, same teacher, same people, same surrounding?
What do you feel? Frankly speaking?
Only you can tell.

I love my school. Very very very much.
To all MGS student in Malaysia, proud to be MGS-ian.
Not only MGS, many other schools :)

Think positive, school IS great.

p/s: Wanna vomit? You think I'm lying? Haha just get the hell out of here! At least I love my school, not like you! Like my story, a bunch of thank you :))

Survey :)

TEN HOW'S:

How did you get one of your scars?
when i was fighting with my brother :)

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
just a typical birthday; cakes, family, gather around, friends, present

How are you feeling at this moment?
feeling sad+angry=disappointed

How did your night go last night?
good! i really slept well.

How did you do in high school?
owh i'm great! feels like i don't wanna leave my school forever!

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
kedai lahh! haishh! -.-"

How often do you see ur best friend?
everyday :D

How much money did you spend last month?
takk ingat lah!

How old do you want to be when you get married?
before 30 yes for sure.

How old will you be at your next birthday?
sweet 15 :)

NINE WHAT'S:

Your mothers name?
no need to know!

What did you do last weekend?
window shopping at suria klcc

What is the most important part of your life?
family, friends, study, love ones *lols*

What would you rather be doing?
watching teevee :))

What did you last cry over?
for stupid damn things!

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
things that make me feel better lahh!

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
sincerity

What are you worried about?
PMR next year, wish me luck :))

What did you have for breakfast?
I rarely take breakfast

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
haha if i say yes? and the answer is yes! but like je lahh!

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes and i won't repeat that damn thingies

Have you ever been out of the country?
nope

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
hell yeah

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
yes! stupid friend!

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
omg! no! :O

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
nope

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
no, not yet. someday..

SEVEN WHO’S:

Who was the last person you saw?
my mom :D

Who was the last person you texted?
izzati

Who was the last person you hungout with?
syafiah, kohani, the wanie's

Who was the last person to call you?
izzati again

Who did you last hug?
my mom?

Who is the last person who texted you?
izzati again!

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
i rarely say that okayy?

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friend live?
somewhere on earth

Where did you last go?
entahh..

Where did you last hang out?
school je,,

Where do you go to school?
dah nama pun 'proudly mgs-ian', msti la MGS!

Where is your favorite place to be?
heaven :))

Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
yes

Do you think anyone likes you?
hurm...yes kot..

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
why should i?

Do you know the muffin man?
who the hell is he?

Does the future scare you?
hurm guess i'm ready to be scared!

FOUR WHY’S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
because we are best friends!

Why did you get a myspace?
because my friends always ask me to get one..

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
from her best friend's name..

Why are you doing this survey?
bcoz i'm bored to death!

THREE IF’S:

If you could have one super power what would it be??
invisible!

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
YES , I WOULD !

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
my bff..boleh?

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
I don't have one

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
of course tak! gila?

ONE LAST QUESTION

Are you happy with your life right now?
i'm okay with this life ;)

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

DISCLAIMER;
FOR HARRY POTTER FANS ONLY. YOU HATE HARRY POTTER? JUST BACK-OFF AND SHUT UP!

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is released in cinemas worldwide on 16th of July 2009. Yesterday, 31st of July 2009, my brothers and I was planning to go and watched it at Aeon Bukit Tinggi :)

Harry Potter starts at 8.30 p.m. It was a very very great movie ever! I, as one of the die-hard-fan, was really happy to watched it :) Full of mysteries, full of tragedies and make me cried when Hogwarts' Headmaster is killed!!! Arghh, my tears just can't stop falling! This 6th movie is the 1st which had made me cry :(

This story is about Harry Potter's sixth year at Hogwarts, discovering who is the Half-Blood Prince, as written in his old Advance in Potion Making book. He is also forced to listens to Hermione's jealousy towards Lavender Brown, Ron's-supposed-to-be-girlfriend. Apart from that, he must discover Voldemort's Horcrux, which is divided into 7. He is also forced to accept Dumbledore's death, after being killed by Severus.

Thanks to J.K Rowling, who made this brilliant Harry Potter books, thanks to David Yates who directed this film from Rowling's book. Millions of thanks to all Harry Potter actors and actresses too!

Starring: Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Michael Gambon, Jim Broadbent, Alan Rickman, Tom Felton, Helen McCrory, Helena Carter, Robbie Coltrane, Maggie Smith, Bonnie Wright, Evanna Lynch, Jessie Cave and others.

So, I wanna invite all of you to go and watch Harry Potter in your nearest cinema. And remember, it's 13PG (Parental Guide above 13 years old)
I'm sure you will be happy and satisfied with it :)